Deep Creek 08

The family vacation has drawn to a close. I will admit I had a great time although I had higher hopes and set myself for some disappointment. Overall I learned that loving isn’t easy. It isn’t always romantic. It isn’t always fun. It is work. Looking back over the last few days I don’t think I did a very good job. I am very selfish and individualistic. I don’t always look for the best in everyone and I don’t always listen with an open mind and an open heart. I don’t try to have conversations that don’t seem of value to or for me. I wish I were more inquiring, more accepting, more…loving…unconditional. Please help me!